Meera's pov-

It's been a month and a half since I came back home and everything is going back to normal. I can't believe that I am engaged. Krsh loves me, I am engaged, my life is going perfect and I can't ask for more.

Though there is this feeling inside me that pops up unexpectedly that something bad is going to happen. I can't make this feeling go away. I wanted to tell Krsh about it but seeing him getting stressed about his work, I changed my decision. It is just a feeling, it will go away with time.

The time I was in Mumbai with him was the best of all. If one day spending with him is like this, I can't wait to know what is in store for us after our marriage and I am very excited to know. He just makes every simple thing so special in the slightest of ways. From completing my wishes from book date to beach date, everything was impeccable. And I am speechless about the dance, proposal, letters and the kiss. Ohh God!!!! I am deeply smitten by him and I am not regretting a second of it.

I have never imagined someone doing this for me. The letters are with me wherever I go. Whenever I miss him and am not able to call, I just open one of them and start reading. He says he is not a writer but how come every word written by him is so comforting for me that it makes me feel his warmth without him being here.

I am missing him so much. Although we have been talking on calls and doing video calls but being in his presence in something entirely indescribable. As much as he is eager to marry me, my situation is also not much different. I also want to be with him all the time. Which reminds me that I have to also express my feelings for him. Though I couldn't match what he had planned for me, I will try my best to make it memorable.

But the most important thing I have to do before all this is tell him about my past. It is very difficult to open up about it, but I have to at least try and tell him because I don't want him to know from somewhere else which will then affect our lives. I don't know what he will think about me afterwards, he may even cancel the marriage, but there is this one percent chance that he will believe me.

From last week, I feel like he is also not being himself. I have tried to ask him what had happened but he always shrugged it off as work stress. Right now it's 11 p.m. and I am as usual waiting for his call, which comes after two minutes. I once again check myself through the mirror and then go to my bed to pick it up. I can see him, he is half naked, laying down on his stomach and spreading his arms to keep away the phone straight, where I can see his muscles bulging out. All of this makes me blush. Which brings my mind to think of that from the day of engagement he has been quite open about his desires. The way he tells me that he always wants to kiss me or that he needs me. Although I am shy, I am not at all mad but I am happy that he is sharing all the thoughts with me.

I came to reality when he called my name, "Meera, baby what is the deep thought you are thinking that is keeping you away from me talking? I am still processing the way he uses endearments here and there for me.

"Nothing much, how was your day?"

"Quite hectic, if you ask me and missing you was at the top of the list. Meera, do you miss me?"

"Yes, I do."

"Then let me come to meet you. Baby, it is getting very difficult. The deal which I am competing for is very important for the company. Everybody's eyes are on me. Please nestle me in your embrace. What if I fail?" He was sounding so broken that I wished for nothing more than to be there for him and fulfill whatever he demands from me.

"Krsh, why do you think like this? Everybody believes in you because they know what you are capable of. And you will never fail at anything because whatever you do is the fruit of your hard work and dedication. Also I am with you whenever you need me you will find me beside you." I tried to encourage him and keep going because every time I fall he is there to pick me up and this should go both ways.

"Itna vishwas krti ho, aisa kyun?" ("You believe me this much, why")

"Khud se bhi zayada (More than myself) and why not, I know you and have full faith in you because I know to win this deal, you are even sacrificing your sleep and also not eating properly."

"What are you doing to me Meera?" He said in his hoarse voice knowing the effect on me. I just closed my eyes because I cannot handle the intensity he is holding in his eyes.

"Please open your eyes, angel. Let me dive into those pools of honey eyes which are showing the immense love you have for me and have my best time of the day."

It was like, my body is not in my control and does whatever he commands. I can see him so clearly. I was in a dreamy state looking at him when he said, "I want you badly now baby."

"The feelings are mutual, love." I was just stunned at myself. What have I said, how have I said that. I couldn't believe myself right now. I can't even meet his gaze now, I am feeling so stupid. So the best thing to avoid any embarrassment, I said, "Bye, good night. I will call you later." I cut the call right after. I just wanted to hide somewhere, how will I face him now? I hid my face in the pillow, uhh, Meera, why couldn't you control yourself. Now what will Krsh think? My chain of thoughts broke when I heard a ping from my phone indicating a message had come. I opened it to see that it was Krsh who sent me the message and it was, 'No need to hide yourself from me Meera. I like that you are opening up to me and expressing yourself. Have a good sleep baby."

And here I was blushing like a teenage crush whose crush replied to her. I am literally so blessed to have him. After reading his message and reacting to it with a heart and sending a message that he should have dinner and also sleep on time, I also proceeded to sleep as he said, hoping to God to fulfill everything that Krsh desires.

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Krsh's Pov-

I was just staring at the heart, which she reacted to my message laying down on my back with one arm behind my head. I can't believe this is the same Meera who gets shy even with my intense gaze on her and here she is ... .but anyways, I am loving this side of hers and enjoying at the same time a lot. She is so cute and adorable. I just hope she remains the same and not to forget, she called me love. Uff, I am at her service anytime of the day, if she expresses herself like this. Even if she is not, I am at her service anytime.

Now I understand why they say so many poetic lines when missing a person and what that person goes through, I am also going quite the same. If it was in my hand, I would have gone to her and told her to get married to me now only, because now I can't even imagine a single day without her and here there are still four months left for the d-day to come.

But I can't even go because of this fucking deal. This deal is fucking with my mind. Ekansh is getting on my nerves now. Though, I have got to know from my men that he is taking this deal seriously and will compete justifiably, I still want to win this. I don't want to lose in front of Meera's eyes. She has so much faith in me and I wanted to succeed in this. If he is doing it, then I should give my best in this.

But first of all I have to eat something as my lady has commanded me and then go to sleep. Hoping that after a good sleep I may get new ideas, I did the same.

The next day I woke up early and after finishing my routine, I went to work directly. Mom tried to stop me as she wanted to talk with me but I promised her that in the evening I will surely talk to her. I reached the office very early and went to my cabin. I stared at my phone to see I got no message from Meera nor a call. I understood that she was shy about last night and I am ready to give her as much time as she wants. I called her two or three times but she didn't pick it up. So I sent her a message, 'Good morning, Meera, I know baby you need time and you take as much as you want but please don't ignore me like this. I promise I will not say anything related to it.'

I then started with my work because the time I woke up I was filled with ideas and wanted to incorporate them in the project. I am going to give it all. I didn't realize and lunch time came. I picked up my phone to see ten missed calls from Meera. I cursed myself for putting the phone on silent and hurriedly called her, which she picked up in two rings only.

"Krsh, are you okay?"

"Meera, are you okay?"

We asked at the same time and then I said to her to go ahead and say, "Krsh, I am sorry, I couldn't pick up your call, I was in school and phone was in my bag and I know you are angry but I was not ignoring you intentionally. It's just I am a little embarrassed about what I said yesterday, and I swear to God, I was going to call you but then I got late. I am sorry, please, say something."

I was controlling my laugh which was threatening to come and sobering myself I said to calm her because I can see how stressed she was looking, "Sweetheart. I am not at all angry with you and why would I be. I should be sorry because I put my phone on silent and forgot that you will call me. Okay forget everything, tell me have you eaten something?"

She shook her head in no so I said, "So baby, you should go and feed yourself and calm down, I am all fine. First eat and then we'll talk. Hmm."

"I will go but you should also eat something and I need proof because you are getting very careless in terms of your health."

Listening to her I smiled and through the intercom, I instructed peon to bring lunch for me. "Happy, I have ordered in front of you only."

"Yes, Krsh I have to go, teachers are calling me."

"Yes, go ahead, take care. I miss you and I love you."

"Me too." And then she cut the call. I was looking dumbfounded and then I laughed wholeheartedly. She just made my day with her antics.

Peon brought the lunch for me and while having it, I decided to check my messages and one in particular got my attention.

'You didn't listen to me when I said break your marriage with Meera. She is not the right one for you. But still I am giving you one last chance to break it off. Otherwise the thing which I will show to you will be shown to the whole world and then nobody will be able to save her.'

This person is getting out of control and I need to take action against him/her soon. But first I have to ask Meera about all this. I know she is not ready but it will be too late until she will be ready and I can't take any chances with her safety. I have to know who this is.

I called my private investigator, Shubham who is also my good friend, "Hello, buddy, finally you remembered me."

"Hi Shubham, I need a favor from you." I said in a no nonsense tone and listening to me he also got serious.

"Say the work bro."

"I need you to find details of a number and also........."

After explaining everything to him, he said that I should wait for a few days as the latter work will require a little time but the details of the number will get to me by tomorrow.

We said our goodbyes and then I returned to my work. I just hope that whatever I told him to find out about doesn't take much time before it gets too late.